Well, Wednesday I got an email from the first school I interviewed with for a transfer stating they did not want to hire me and I was crushed. I thought over it and prayed that God would help me to stay surrendered in the situation and although I am having a hard time I am doing pretty good over all.
Anyway, I have thought about getting out of education altogether and work as a receptionist something 8 to 5, Monday through Friday when it dawned on me; what if God wants me to take a night job and home school Hannah? Then when I got home today there was a brochure in the mail about a new home school curriculum.
I also got an email today from one of the other schools that I put in a transfer for to set up an interview for Monday. This is the school that is less than a mile from my house and the one that I really want Hannah to go to. So please pray that I get this school and if I don't that the home school thing will work out for us.
I am really at a crossroads about whether or not I want to teach anymore. I thought that being a teacher I could be more involved with my child's activities. I have come to learn that atleast in the school I am in, being a teacher makes me less involved in my child's life. I absolutely refuse to let my parents raise my miracle. God blessed me with that beautiful child and I am her mother and should be there for her activities. Teaching seems to take me away from my child only to raise someone elses.
Anyway, that is my rambling for tonight.
Can't wait to see you next weekend Kodi.
1 comment:
Wow! Well, God has a plan. We don't know what it is yet, but I guess we'll see in time. I know what you mean about being at a crossroad. I have really struggled this year with wanting to do something different. I haven't felt challenged this year. I feel that I am capable of doing more than what I am currently doing. Yet, I see that I have a made a huge difference in the lives of a handful of students this year, so maybe this is why God has placed me in my position. I'm trying to leave it up to Him. I hope your interview goes well. Maybe a different school would make all the difference. I have 1 1/2 days of school left! I've very excited. I can't wait for our road trip to Memphis.
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