My Days are Running Together...

We are now going into what I would call day four. There has been slight improvements, but the nurses are always sure to inform us that it all could come undone in an instant. I didn't sleep all of Monday night and Tuesday night, I tried to sleep but woke Joey and myself up crying and/or praying, tossing, turning, moaning, basically continuing to freak out in my sleep. I can pretty much hold it together in front of everyone, but when I am alone or with Joey, I just can't keep it together. I have prayed from every angle, begging, making deals, looking at who could be hurting more, just different ways, it just doesn't take the ache away. I am going to try to lay down and I will update you guys later.