Some Days are Just Nuts

Today was suppose to be our "fun" day with Hannah before she had surgery. Well, she got up this morning, ate breakfast, and then well, threw up. Then we all cleaned up and went to Covington ate lunch and then as we were looking at cars she well, threw up. Right there in the middle of the car lot. Joey told the car salesman and he told Joey not to worry about it. Bless her heart, here nerves are shot. I just called the doctor and he even thinks the throwing up is nerves. I don't know what to think. Do I go ahead with the surgery? Do I put it off? Is she really sick? Is it just nerves? Is this a sign? Am I an idiot? Will the Joker finally capture Batman? Oh yeah, back to reality. I am just so confused and worried right now. The whole car thing is frustrating me, then the surgery thing and Hannah's depression/sickness worries me beyond belief first and foremost above all and everything. I am slowly falling into a funk right now. I guess I will sign off and go to bed in case we have to go to the doctor tomorrow. Joey is still waiting to hear from insurance to know if we can rent a car to come to MO and if I don't get to go, I may scream. Oh yeah, we never did get to have our fun day either.